Finding the Good

Well, there is still no preschool picture because Brennan missed his whole first week of school. I took him to the doctor yesterday, and he just has a viral thing that should pass soon. He still has a fever that must be kept at bay with Tylenol or Motrin, and he complains that his tummy hurts, but I think it's just hunger pains because he's not eating much of anything.

I have been insanely frustrated with this whole week, and I have been really fighting feelings of anger and resentment.  But... God is certainly good.  Yesterday I was able to find a lot of things to be thankful for.  For one thing, Brennan and I have only ever taken three naps together in the last several years, so when we have, they have been very special.  He cuddled up to me and slept yesterday for over an hour, and it was so precious.  I was able to pray for him, hold him, and get some much-needed rest.  It was a very sweet time that we couldn't have otherwise had, and I know that the Lord timed it just before the birth of our baby for a reason.  Perhaps Brennan and I both need that comfort and security right now.

Other little things have brought me joy today, too.  I had a coupon for $5 off a bouquet of flowers at Whole Foods, and Brennan helped me to choose this one.  I think it is so beautiful, and it makes me so happy to see lovely, fresh flowers!

Also, Brennan got a new book yesterday!  One of the things I love about living in Tennessee is the Books from Birth program.  Every child under the age of five can receive a free book in the mail every month starting at birth!  Brennan's September book came two days ago, but Jim didn't get it from the mailbox until Brennan was in bed that night.  So, he and Brennan cuddled up yesterday afternoon to read together.  Watching Brennan and Jim snuggle up with a good book warmed my heart.

In addition to some tender moments and rest, Jim blessed me yesterday by crossing a few items off his "honey do" list.  He gave away our giant, non-working television through a freecycle-type list (freeing up some precious floor space!), he assembled the baby swing, and he hung everything in the nursery!  The room finally looks almost done!  Jim's acts of service made me feel as giddy as a child on Christmas eve!

Finally, I had a few friends write and call to check on me yesterday, and it meant a lot.  I have asked people to pray for me, and I tend to forget that when we pray, God listens.  (What a blessing!)  This week may not have been what I expected or wanted, but my heavenly Father wants what is best for me.  One of His best gifts is that today is Friday, so Jim will be home tomorrow.  Life should hopefully resume as normal next week...